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Kondisi:

Paper yang udah disubmit ke jurnal baru aja dibalikin dan reviewernya nanya macam2 yang sebenarnya ngga gitu penting (dari 3 reviewer, sepertinya cuma 1 yang benar2 baca paper gua sampai beres). Akibatnya, bos nyuruh eksperimen tambahan buat meyakinkan si reviewer2 itu.

Suatu siang di hari Selasa:

"Jadi, kita perlu ngecek ulang prosedur ini, karena hasilnya ngga bakal dimasukin ke paper, kamu lakuin ini buat 'nominal condition' aja ya, 2 kondisi yang lain gak usah. Ga penting.."

Hari rabu siang:

"Kamu itu kok cuma kerjain yang bagian ini doang, yang lain mana. Kalau kerja jangan setengah2 dong!!!"

"wth.. yesterday u never told me like that lah.. @!!$#@!#

~AYS~

lampusepedaguahilangT.T

Well

Dear ***

I'm stick with my plan to graduate by the end of this year and I have signed a contract to start working in January 2011. This notification is just to inform that you can start to find new slave student (if any) to continue the project. Good luck.

Regards
***

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See me tomorrow morning.

When you say nothing at all

[Ronan Keriting] >> Let regard him as a PhD student with the 'keriting' mind, thanks to his dazzling bad result and his boss' pressure.

Okay.. Let's sing together..
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It's torturing the way you speak right to my heart
It's like saying a word, I can't light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I get when I do all the things

[CHORUS]
The grim on your face lets me know you're unhappy
There's a truth in your eyes saying you want to sack me
The gnash on your teeth says you blame me whenever I fail
I know it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I work here doing what you have told
After you scold me there you drown out the will
Try as I may I could never define
What's went wrong whether your mind or mine

Back to CHORUS...
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~AYS~
ikutanpergigakya

funny talk at night..

Well.. just a "normal" converstation between PhDs at one night ( including former, surrender, current, and want to be )

Actually the topic is very simple:
"How to fry a fine bakwan"
Suddenly the talk flow into this direction:

1. Topic: How to fry a fine bakwan
2. Problem: Oil content in the bakwan will reduce its cruncyness
3. Hypothesis:
- Addition of baking soda will help to absorb the oil content
- Best composition between baking soda-oil -bakwan-fluor-water will determine the best taste of the bakwan
4. Method of analysis:
- Different compositions of baking soda-oil-bakwan-fluor-water, minimal three times replication to get the standard error
- Phase diagram between baking soda diluted in water-oil-water
- Sample tester to determine the taste quality and appearance
- Replace baking soda addition with another hydrophilic and lipophilic compount to cover the bakwan, and compare the result with baking soda yield. ( literature review needed )
5. Result:
- Based on the graph and table it shows that.. xxx... yyy... zzzz... so, addition of aaa... and bbb.. with composition d:e:f is the best
- Addition of www gives higher effect in term of oil content reduction compare to baking soda
6. Conclusion:
- The best composition to fry bakwan with low oil content and long lasting quality is bla bla bla...

*this paper has been submitted to Journal of HauTuKuk, with Maknyuss as an associate reviewer*

Well.. some parts are already editted by me, but most of the ideas are based on what the last conversation about =P

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Thought Improvement

Who said that PhD mindet just stuck without any improvement? Not necessarily true. Well, at least we are trained to face any cases in "parallel" way...

First year: Full time PhD, not much time for anything else
Second year: Still full time PhD, part time teacher.
Third year: Full time teacher, part time PhD.
.
.
Final year plan: Full time teacher and start business, with spare time for PhD.

Can I?

Analogy between PhD and diving

Just had this thought when chatted with my friends before..

Suddenly get an inspiration about what is the similarity between PhD and diving

Imagine that you are in the ocean.. you are already at the boat.. and you look at the sea.. wondering what is inside. Since you can't see anything at the surface.. Maybe you just think that ocean is very beautiful inside, there are corals, fishes, etc..
-> same as PhD.. if you are not at that world, you will not know what is trully inside.. maybe you will just think that PhD is a nice world, since you get paid by just studying =P

After several time wondering.. you just think.. "Err.. I want to look a little bit closer to the sea, and feel the sensastion of the sea myself.." So.. you take one step ahead by putting down your foot into the sea, and tried to look what is inside using your bare eyes..
--> the first year of PhD.. you don't know what actually you are going to do.. so you just read a lot of journal papers.. but seems like it is still okay, coz the deadline is still sooo far away.. so you still can a little bit relax..
*this condition is not universal applied.. depends on who are your boss*

Suddenly you fall out to the sea because you lack of balance.. Panic mode on, because you haven't used your complete diving equipment yet.. You lose your sight ( since you can't see inside the water ), You run out of breath ( since you haven't used your oxygen tank, and in panic state, so you suddenly lose all of your swimming ability ). Because you lose all your sensing, you are afraid of several dangers in the sea, such as shark, etc..
--> the second year of PhD.. you become panic, because you are not doin enough in your first year, but you have an ultimate deadline within 2 years, which is QE... panic because you don't have any significant result, no proper experimental procedure yet, and become worst when you fell that no one is able to help you to solve the problems.. And you are forced to finish your report, with at least.. significant datas..

After you are gettin calm and gettin used to the ocean condition.. Maybe you will think.. "Okay.. why don't I swim to the surface, pick up my google, and dive.. since I am already soaked..". So, you go to the surface, take your google, and diving at the ocean.. Although the ocean is not as beautiful as what you thought at the first time.. Well.. you still continue to dive since you are already wet all over the body..
--> third and fourth year after your QE.. well.. somehow you already have a "proper" direction of your research.. Although you think that actually you don't care with your work, but since you already go too deep into this world.. And seem like that there is no point of return.. No other choice.. you just have to used to it, and face it until the end..

*wondering when will I be at my "diving" state, instead of "drowning" state*
=P

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Whoaa... Even though I have been in this 'tiny little gloomy' cocoon for few years, I never expect that this things really happens somewhere else in the world (or may be it is indeed the norm). Well, should be grateful for that whatsoever.

~AYS~

tidaklagimerindukanmu

Overheard

One day, several persons have their meals in a food stall together. Some of them are PhDs. Then

A, struggling to pour the soya sauce to her meal)
Why the sauce wouldn't come out?

B, one of the PhD student, who is doing research in fluid mechanics
Oh.. soya sauce is non-Newtonian fluid. So you should pour it like this.
(he took the sauce and poured it to her meal easily)

Another good side of being PhD student. You won't find any difficulties pouring sauces to your meals. Some people even have good ideas on what is the SCIENCE behind it..

~AYS~
merindukanmu

Translation

Dear members of the NTU community

Convocation 2010: Invitation to Ceremony 1

The University Convocation is a major event in our University's calendar. From 26 to 31 July 2010, the University will hold 17 ceremonies and graduate more than 9000 students.

Chancellor of NTU, His Excellency President S R Nathan, will preside at the first ceremony. Chancellor will be conferring Honorary Doctorates on individuals who have rendered distinguished service to the University or the community in the advancement of learning and knowledge or who have contributed significantly to the development of their country or the betterment of society and international relations. The recipients of the Lee Kuan Yew Gold Medal and the Koh Boon Hwee Scholars Award as well as the pioneer class of C N Yang Scholars will also be presented.

We would like to invite you to attend the first Convocation 2010 ceremony to celebrate this meaningful and joyous occasion to mark the success of our graduates. Details of the event are as follows:

Date of ceremony: 26 July 2010, Monday
Time: 10.00 am – 12.30 pm
Venue: Nanyang Auditorium, NTU

You are also welcome to join the graduates and guests at the Quad after the ceremony to witness the Class Plaque Laying Ceremony.

All guests are requested to be seated by 9.30 am.
Please click here to confirm your attendance and for details of the ceremony.
Kindly ignore this email if you have been invited to be a member of the academic procession at this ceremony.

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In PhD languange, it can be translated just to one sentence:

FREE LUNCH!! =)

1.5 years..

1.5 years have been passed in Singapore..
time to reflect back to what I was in previous 1.5 years.

Several records that have been achieved:
1. get to know new people
2. able to live abroad
3. meet him
4. save some dollar
5. improve my english level --> *although just veryyyy little.. but still ok la.. at least get an improvement*

but.. *damn* none of those things are in term of academic achievements, such as:
1. no significant result
2. no paper has been published
3. no proper experimental method has been determined
4. no direction in term of recent research and future work
5. no gain a confidence in front of the boss..

So.. based on your opinion.. are there any significant achievements in my 1.5 years? =P

- gettin crazy with my own job...-