Towards graduation, still few more works to be done. Even though I don’t feel like working anymore. In a meeting, my boss told me “You have to go. I don’t want to see you anymore.” The reason? “You’d been great student for the first 2.5 years. After that, done. I have no idea what’d happened to you”. Well, 2.5 years after I joined PhD, which was 2009. I also have no idea what’d happened. Let analyze. 2009, what were going on during that period?
1. I moved to ‘better’ HDB flat, with nice flatmates. Did not endure the feeling of ‘tidak betah di rumah’ anymore (sumpah, gua ngga tahu bahasa Inggris yang bagusnya apa.)
2. Riani was coming to town. (did it have any bad effects?)
3. My roommate was ‘forced’ to leave, aka graduate for the sake of his boss’ advancement. I also watched some friends in my batch leaving.
4. Some of my works were done. Believe it or not, they are still at my boss’ desk till now for his gorgeous expectations.
5. I was going for holiday without any permission from my boss for a week. Thanks to my generous flatmate, which at that very moment, also started becoming an economic freak.
6. My ‘decent’ FYP students graduated. A ‘geniously nerdy smart’ FYP student started working with me.
7. It’s simply the ‘essential nature’ of what PhD should be.
Hmm.. I didn’t really aware on my deteriorating performance though. I just feel fine. Anyway, which point do you think has the most significant effect? I vote for the last one.
~AYS~
lagipilek
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